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with my soul laid bare, because being a natural person, he brings out the natural in others. Tomorrow I shall go to the Studio. I shall go early & lunch there & then Mac will come & his beautiful bare body will be more beautiful then ever and I will look at him & be glad that I am alive and that my heart beats now quickly, now slowly and there will be symatry of lines that will call to my soul and those dormant things in my mind will awake and I will long with a terribly pain to express them. I will look at the blue vase and feel something of its message & I will look at the perfect human form & I will be mystified and my soul will cry out in anguish because it cannot express what it feels.