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I say you are one - Leave me - Come up - I am lower than ever - You know I love you - Bosh, you would not say all these things if you did - you are part of me, I must love you - Now I feel better thank you.

October 28th 1894.

Last night went off far better than I expected.  In fact it could not have gone off any worse, & I feel more cheerful and hopeful this morning.  It is a beautiful day, and the 
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church bells are ringing at a little church off in the distance half hid by trees & somehow I feel like going to church and confessing my sins.  They are all having breakfast I suppose in Newport, and soon will be getting ready for church, and then there will be Old Trinity & all the familiar faces, and poor Dr Magil......

We have been to church and had lunch and are just going out for a walk.  I wonder if it will be nice.  God give me strength and help me to do what is right.  Amen......

We have had our walk which was great fun, and I am