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[[underlined]] February 22d. [[/underlined]]

And so I made myself think for a little while I didn't care and now - back comes the old pain of longing, of wanting and of never being able to have. To-morrow is Sunday - If Jim is not in church I verily believe I shall burst out crying in the midst of it all. I have so little control over my feelings, and if I did'nt tell Harry only yesterday I had gotten over it and that we could always get over our feelings if we wanted
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to! I wonder if he knew enough about feelings to see the wisdom of that remark!

[[underlined]] February 24th [[/underlined]].

The party has resolved into the girls I mentioned - they all accepted - Columbus Baldwin on second thoughts we did not ask. Frank Polk regretted, could not get away. So the men are Mr Stewart, Harry, Mr Lydig, Craig Wadsworth, Dudley Winthrop & Tom Cushing. Harry talked to me before dinner & after [[all?]]