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[[strikethrough]] MONDAY, OCTOBER 12, 1936 [[/strikethrough]]
285th Day   Columbus Discovered America 1492  80 Days to come
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ever spent with him. Aside from that I've only seen him once with the Warnekes - that day when we went to a preview of the lousy Lyme exhibition in which he & Heinz deigned to exhibit - & once at the Warnekes - so now I don't know what the next move will be. He has forsaken Ida - & I just don't know what to do. I will never marry him, & there are [[strikethrough]] lots of [[/strikethrough]] several things I don't like about him, but so many others that I adore, & I would just hate seeing less of him. He ocsillates a lot about little things - but he is very strong about the big things - & I wouldn't be surprised if he took it all into his own hands & avoided me from now on, which would be best for him, & that is what matters. There is one inadequate paragraph - the only thing I can remember [[strikethrough]] I said [[/strikethrough]] clearly saying in my letter was that the experience his age causes is often too much for me to swallow - [[strikethrough]] because he ha & it & hi [[/strikethrough]] it gives me indigestion very often because being younger I have to swallow it without even chewing first - & that I would like to marry someone of my world who is


[[strikethrough]] TUEDsAY, OCTOBER 13, 1936 [[/strikethrough]]
287th Day     79 Days to come
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also not satisfied, [[strikethrough]] with it, [[/strikethrough]] & wants to live [[strikethrough]] with [[/strikethrough]] more in his world - so we are both on the same boat, & can get experience slowly year by year & digest it [[strikethrough]] in true normal time [[/strikethrough]] as it comes over a long period of time (but I wrote it better!)

Warneke thought my head of Jay was very dignified & good - with swell modelling - & gave most helpful suggestions. Coincidance made us meet Jay on the Ferry so Warneke appreciated the likeness a great deal. He thought the lions were exciting, & wants me to do them in wood or stone, but it was Mrs Warneke who really liked them. She said she had never seen a group of lions that moved her more - & was really surprised at them. Warneke said they were something no one even attempts till they have sculpted animals for twenty years - one lion is enough, let alone a group, but I don't care - oh well its too late - where have my "two paragraphs" flown to??