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and
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[[strikethrough]] ? ? what to do.[[//strikethrough]]She has 
renghens our intimacy - I do think
[[strikethrough]] ? we should[[/strikethrough]]...my attention is
[[strikethrough]]? she has always cared for me[[/strikethrough]]-for she wrote
went to me. When I first showed signs toward 
disappointed.  She told Masako "I'm cured of boys
worse, that she had been liking me, prior to my 

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was willing to advance as much, if not more, than I did. But with it, the problem is entirely different. She acts kind of indifferent - and is always mentioning the wonderful handsome boys she knows in Honolulu - as if trying to say - "you're last in line" trying to belittle me & my efforts to get more acquainted.  I belong to L, not H. 
The whole family except me went to Warmea, and so I had the day all to myself - I went swimming and got a nice cruel sunburn.  I've been thinking more & more of L. lately.  If she's willing to come back to me after the way I treated her for 6 weeks, everything will be ok as far as I'm concerned. I really think, after all, she's more ideal than H. because she has the same interests that I have is of the same shy type as I am, is more of my age than H, who is almost 17, and cares more for me [[strikethrough]]thinks?[[/strikethrough]] (ie) when I was very friendly toward her). Whenever I got or tried to be intimate (prior to the past week) she did her part and tried to do all she could to show that she 

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