Viewing page 22 of 49

This transcription has been completed. Contact us with corrections.

party - after "deciding to be nice" & make a list of near perfect - instead of adjusting to existing conditions

1 accuses me of ugly dress
2 of not helping with party (which I did all day but purposely stayed in background) so it would appear like "office party & not mine

3 wouldn't go up to ask Eric down though he'd just returned from Europe

4 Flirted with office gal he's planted next to him - all night

5 never looked at me or included me or sat near me during present giving & never helped with mess in end.

6 [[strikethrough]] when I slaved [[/strikethrough]] 

7 When I was mad in end - partly no orgasm for 4 mos. - he said I didn't do any thing wrong ! NO - it's what he doesn't do that is unbearable - & his ruthless criticism

17 you say I turn you off and on - well what about you, deciding last Aug after I had a misscarige - to cut me off in an S way & every other way, Then after next trip to Europe "to be nice" - and the next night be unkind - then go away - then return for Xmas & be unkind - with no explanation! I guess it's you who turn me off & on in a large & secret way,

18 So overcritical you kill initiative and creativeness home kids etc.

Transcription Notes:
unsure of capitalization bad handwriting