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B:     Well, you see Roche', my first love, with whom I was very much in love and he was very much in love with me, so he said and acted. And he said right in the beginning of what the score was. He said I can't marry you because I have a mistress in Paris with whom I haven't lived for five years. She's a working girl and I can't marry her - below Caste. But she's a darling, gentle person and I told her I had to be free to live my own life but that I would never marry. So I see her occasionally. I take care of her but I promised I wouldn't marry. So, I cannot marry you, otherwise I would. 

And one day I entered his room and I said you've been unfaithful to me. He said yes, it had no meaning. And I said, "With Alisa?", and he said, "Yes. I was having tea with her and the light was on her white neck and it happened."

And I couldn't take it. And I told him that we wept in each others arms. And I broke with him. But you see I had so much to learn. I was so innocent that it never occurred to me that if you were in love with somebody that you'd do such a thing. Now I realize that it can happen and not have importance. Only, if I'm in love and attracted to another person, like let's say Mr. Bob Hope, I would struggle to be free to the man I was in love with. Just as when I was almost raped in India. You know that incident? I was very attracted to this young man. We were having a good time. I didn't want to be raped by him. I in love with an Indian, very much in love with an Indian. [[strikethrough]] And I thought [[/strikethrough]] I didn't