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to stay the whole concert. I feel that way always, like being in debt to you and I don't know much how to make you feel some part of the love I have for you, I don't know how to write it, many times better I could tell it to you with your small soft hand in mine. I'll send you more love drawings that's easier for me and I put al lot more of myself in them. It's too bad I can't send them all to you. Dear Heddina there's a possibility that in the next spring I'll have a chance to see you. I keep thinking so much about it that I know already from seeing it over and again before sleeping and after, in the real dream, I know already what I'll do and say in the first hour or so. I hope that you'll receive me with as much welcome and desire as I do or at least with the good heart and open the way you wellcomed me that Sunday in February when I first saw you and that was a happy day for me and every Sunday is an anniversary or so for that good afternoon that changed everything in my life. I don't know much about you, you had the time [[?]] to see too many people and new people and you were always with people and I don't like a bit about your show and photographs at home and too many people around you but I can't write you much about it because I'm away and can't help and maybe I don't want to hurt you, I hope. I had all the time here to be lonesome and have in you the only friend and companion and lover and to say to you many more love words than I said to you and I had time to say to you I'm much closer to you now because I had the time to know you better we need a long time together, we'll stay for 2 months [[strikethrough]] [[?]] [[/strikethrough]] in the country somewhere, to stay in the same house all the time and maybe we'll find time to talk about how to stay together the rest of the time and the rest of the life. I love you much and I kiss you     S