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Had crazy idea last night: to fly to J. les Pins, spend these 2 days spying on you (without you seeing [[strikethrough]] you [[/strikethrough]] me) and return to N.Y. to read your mail. This not normal jealousy, not made of suspicion but something more, the regret of having lost things you saw or done that will be forgotten when later I'll see you, the regret of having been without you for such long time, had different hours than yours, ate different food, a real jealousy of the physical person (in the objective sense)
I look often in your closets, your dresses, stockings, other things, look good, make me feel good about when I'll see you. 

I'll go to lunch, I'm hungry, will take a walk, the city is deserted everybody out for 3 day weekend (holiday, monday memorial day or to, 3 days without mail from you)
Invited [[Rossins?]] for tomorrow, will take them out to diner, tonight I'll go to movies. I feel now well, I slept very long last night, mail man woke me up at 8 to bring the g.d. Table ronde (Recomandé) otherwise would have slept even more. 

Good bye dear, good work, good wishes, good sleep, good apetite, good weather, good and many letters, yours good horse and hsbnd
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[[Image]] Sad Horse