Viewing page 31 of 36

This transcription has been completed. Contact us with corrections.

energy to put into work.  I think happy people (but they must have been unhappy) are the greatest givers.  If one realizes life and its horrors and its depths and its tragedies and yet can be happy why then that is so much, that person must have a large soul and much must flow from it.  I have an impulse I will follow it

December 29th 1907 Sunday.

I feel stimulated to-day and as if mind could go on independent of heart, and could bring joys undreamed of by feeling.  I suddenly understand lots of what was in the dark before  I know that certains things which seemed to me so important that I could never be happy because I had lost them, are nothing, or put otherwise that there are so many very much bigger things that are going to be mine that those puny matters are as nothing in my present scheme of existence.

I suddenly feel that I have power and I know that I am going to use it.  I suddenly