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There is not time to spare. Don't put it off or it will be too late. Too late indeed - Is'nt it too late now! Ha ha. Now I can laugh in my sleeve at you. Yes stop it stop it right away. Don't see him to-morrow when he comes. Don't make any other engagement to see him. Don't look at him. Don't think of him. Don't talk to him. Ha ha. Now its your turn. Stop its not, you shall not talk so. I can stop it - but - Yes, but -! Fool that you are. I will stop it. I will do none of these things though my life hangs on it. This fancy shall be done away with and now, you are right now.

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[[underlined]] April 21st 1895. [[/underlined]]

Saved! Saved from a terrible calamity. Oh thank goodness, or my friends. I don't care any more about the matter I was talking of last. At present I am interested in someone else. Or in several other people, so you need fear nothing. I got a telegram yesterday from Mr Sands saying he was delayed in Philadelphia, could not call. Mr Van Cassanelt came and Mr Hau. In the evening at the Burden's dinner I never had a better time in my life. I lost my heart