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Jim. He understood. I would'nt have told him if I had'nt cared for him even more - perhaps than Jim - ? Who knows? Certainly not I. This book is getting to be the outlet of a crazy mind.- Crazy is the only word for it.

[[underlined]]February 7th[[/underlined]]
I discovered last night that Jim remembered every time we had met & cared to remember. That he had had an imaginary conversation

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with me, that he wanted to tell me about himself & that he cared to hear about me. He had taken an interest in me from the beginning - oh joy - I loved him last night and - well it was heavenly. He is coming this afternoon, this afternoon, this afternoon.

[[underlined]]February 12th.[[/underlined]]
Yes and he came & Mama only stayed a few minutes and then we were alone together and - nothing - everything - nothing - Harry is fine. He is