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going to a dance to-night where Jim will be and he is going to tell me everything. I wonder if I wanted to make Harry care for me would this be a good way to do it? Last night we had such a nice talk in a little out of the way corner and I leaned back on the cushions and he sort of leaned over me & it was all very nice. I wonder if I could make him care? Sometimes

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I think "yes" then again I think "impossible".

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Harry says he does not think I really care for Jim. He understands how I am attracted towards him but he still does not think I really care. I frankly said, "No I did'nt really think I was in love with him now, but just because I did feel a longing in me, I imagined the longing was for him or something to that effect.
Why can't we always keep