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Most I have read recently I like for there is so much [[preprinted]] [[underlined]] April 1 [[/underlined]] [[/preprinted]] I want to read that I do not read only that which I like a great deal.

Today I've been with Jack, Alice Grant and others to Jack's ranch.  The second time we've gone.

I told John three weeks ago that I didn't love him any more and not to come to see me anymore - and he didn't come for 9 days during which time I was miserable. He would hardly speak to me when he saw me, and I knew he wouldn't come to see me if I asked him just at school so I did the only thing possible to make him

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see me - I went to see him.  That was a week ago [[preprinted]] [[underlined]] April 1 [[/underlined]] [[/preprinted]] tonight.  I have loved him more this week than i thought it possible for me to love anyone.  Our love has gone thru so very many different stages and changed so much that I can hardly believe it has been the same person I have loved in such different ways.  He told me last night that he could be happy always with me.  I only wish he could be.  I'm not sure I would be but I think I should.  I can not imagine what will be the next stage.  

[[new paragraph sign]] I have recieved a letter from Theo. Dreiser