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[[multiple words obscured throughout doc]]

des--oy [[...]] pattern - & - your dismal

need for peace - yet so many eyes [[are?]] peaceful -  Isn't

being female (no I still know not the differences between 

male & female) to want with [[strikethrough]] all [[/strikethrough]] every atom /

body and soul - some peace - so many blocks /

have known it - Its elusively moved away again /

To your self - or have you nothing to say - If /

not die quietly - why all this distasteful no/

ego are you breaking down yours or his - and /

some inner force warns me - This magnif /

warmth - Hold it - It may be all you'll /

The horrible fear of loneliness - Yes it frighten /

complete panic over takes not only my /

something far beyond - That empty em-pt /

you've known it before - why not look /

kindly - It has its advantages you know /

sickly feeling and an emptiness that /

endlessly in space - colorless endles / 

How to close that cold gap - What doors to /

perhaps close - You speak much of h/

How [[bones?]] have you the courage to /

all the living forces or that which / ... /ss

-ly call beautiful (to often words/ ... /ed

/ their meaning) come into exa/ ... /gh

/ ... / of that which you ou/

/ [[?]] /
/ [[?]] /
/ [[?]] /

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/ = beginning or end-of-line words illegible