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Friday, April 13, 1928

going to kiss each other.  We did — lots and lots.  Oh — but we shouldn't have.  He is so sweet and sincere and if I like Orv best, it will cost Peanuts all the unhappiness that I have now [[strikethrough]] again [[/strikethrough]] about Billie.  And yet — I don't want him to think I love him best.  God — what a fool to start with him — but I love him a great deal.

I'll see Orv Monday in the subway with the others.  I wonder — oh — I'm so silly when I get started.

I must remember two things in life.  The first is most important —

'Before you begin something — think of its beginning, its middle, its end, and its consequences, then if you are willing do it.

And then just as a little thing the words of this song — — Poor, Darling, Peanuts.  I mustn't make him unhappy!  

Don't make think I own you —
Then make me wish I'd never known you —
You wouldn't fool me — would you
'Cause I'm not fooling you."


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Saturday, April 14, 1928