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no matter how I joked & threw myself into the treat. I wept in my sleep, but could not by day until my spirit was like lead.

Only this morning I had suffered so much pain I became almost resentful at the thought of your inflicting it. Yet if I have ever pained you equally I should
endure it and cry quits.

But words can never stab one like silence & you have ever had no mercy with that weapon.

[[striketrhough]] Th [[/strikethrough]] I beseech you for your mother's sake (since you do not care for me) to look into your self calmly, scientiffically. There must
be a cause for your being as you are - for your being hardened by mental or physical