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saturday august 26     woodstock

I used to drink a lot. I really used to get drunk so that I remember nothing. Often I thought that's not possible. I always thought I'd remember something but years ago I used to get into that stupor so that I [[crossed out]] remember [[/crossed out]] never remembered anything. Suddenly I thought drink is bad for me and even I cut it out altoghether for a few years and ever since then I drink very moderately.

The people I come into contact,most of friend I have today, always say "you don't drink much" but once in a great while I bump into people I used to know years and years ago. They are surprised that I don't drink as much as I used to.

I enjoy drinking at parties but I don't think I ever could drink anymore as I used to or drink by myself. No matter what I feel in anything. I think I'm getting too much sense because I don't believe taking and directing that way to dismiss reality even for a short time.