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of something, & there shouldn't be that fear. Oh darling all this endless worrying & analyzing won't get us anywhere any more.

Its just your intolerance when you are not in an understanding mood - & its the awful pressure in memory of the countless times you've come to my studio & ordered everyone out & me to come with you. This unamerican intolerance & jealousy & possessiveness frightens me terribly. If you had an affair with Fran now I think I would just step away until it was over, & certainly not interfere. I'd know you were taking the risk of losing me, but [[strikethrough]] that [[/strikethrough]] if it was worth it I'd certainly  not interfere - as that would drive you to her all the more. I never minded your few flings way back - when you talked to Suseye or slept with Fran or wrote Flossy etc. - [[strikethrough]] back [[/strikethrough]] but [[strikethrough]] when [[/strikethrough]] after you began pouncing on me I might have seemed to grow the same attitude. Oh dear God - [[strikethrough]] I don't ev [[/strikethrough]] I've even lost the feeling of love for