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6. A very difficult situation is to be with someone who thinks I'm "not good enough for him". This is especially true when the office is the "Home" to him, the children don't count except as a future element (never day by day), with someone so critical of me as a person, mother, artist, social addition.

7 Unfortunately, my one big trouble is lack of confidence completely unfounded, & E increases this day by day by day as sort of underground, & above ground movement of mistresses & infatuations & criticism & lack of encouragement. I fear that under these conditions I might get ill again.....so while I have done all I can under your conditions of 3 weeks ago.....I don't think I can make it all, without getting ill, or particularly without you giving a bit more than you expected to give.

8 to put it all bluntly, w both need love....& you now have the opportunity for so called love....I have