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Contin. July [[strike]]29[[/strike]] 19 let ourselves be guided & ruled by these since they are so often right (I am thinking of man) & yet really up where we are [[?sodihereub?]] in generation & personalize that. they can cease to help us - can even injure us beyond a certain point - ? what to write & what to [[?serry?]] be content with thinking - when [[?]] mind is over flowing with [[?snibryonic?]] thoughts even as [[?curite??]]? Cearain thoughts are clarified & exist & are worth existing through being written, & others are not on [[?arch??] able ones which [[strike]] are experience [[/strike]] should be coveted as an experience because they become limited & distasteful upon being written. I must stop! I must go to [[?syosseb?]] now - after returning from a early weekend with Martha in Gladstone. She was lovely - more mature & sympathetic & respectful of life & people this time than before when she was buried in her musical life. I understood how she became so blind to Contin July [[strike]]30.[[/strike]] 19 everything else beat her progression in music & with musical people at the time, but she lost a [[?glused?]] values and thought [[?nothing??]] else existed & was very disrespectful of best friends and their important interests for the time being. She was smug & conceited & lived in a world of illusion - not knowing other worlds of art & intellect existed, but it was one childish - the 2nd phase of knowledge - & necessary in order to obtain the 3rd. A noted landscape architect was there Clarence Fowler. I recognized him as having done air backyard 214 3 72. He told me that 10 years ago when mum couldn't see him ass he had [[?married?]] Lucy or I had written to tell him she was ill - & [[strike]]though[[/strike]] signed our letter lovingly yours, Lucy ---- never having laid eyes on him in our lives!