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Contin.  July [[strike]]29[[/strike]] 

19 let ourselves be guided & ruled by 
these since they are so often right 
(I am thinking of man) & yet really 
up where we are [[?sodihereub?]] in generation 
& personalize that.  they can 
cease to help us - can even injure us beyond 
a certain point - ?  what to 
write & what to [[?serry?]] be content with 
thinking - when [[?]] mind is over flowing 
with [[?snibryonic?]] thoughts even as 
[[?curite??]]? Cearain thoughts are clarified 
& exist & are worth existing through  
being written, & others are not on [[?arch??] able 
ones which [[strike]] are experience [[/strike]] should be 
coveted as an experience because they 
become limited & distasteful upon being 
written.  I must stop! I must go 
to [[?syosseb?]] now - after returning from a 
early weekend with Martha in Gladstone. 
She was lovely - more mature & sympathetic 
& respectful of life & people 
this time than before when she was 
buried in her musical life.  I understood 
how she became so blind to 


Contin July [[strike]]30.[[/strike]] 

19 everything else beat her progression 
in music & with musical people at 
the time, but she lost a [[?glused?]] 
values and thought [[?nothing??]] else existed 
& was very disrespectful of best friends 
and their important interests for the 
time being.  She was smug & conceited 
& lived in a world of illusion 
- not knowing other worlds of art 
& intellect existed, but it was one 
childish - the 2nd phase of knowledge 
- & necessary in order to obtain the 3rd.  A 
noted landscape architect was there 
Clarence Fowler.  I recognized him as 
having done air backyard 214 3 72. 
He told me that 10 years ago when mum 
couldn't see him ass he had [[?married?]] 
Lucy or I had written to tell him she 
was ill - & [[strike]]though[[/strike]] signed our letter 
lovingly yours, Lucy ---- never 
having laid eyes on him in our lives!