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{SPEAKER name="Francis Flavin"}
And this is at a time when many, many Sioux didn't dress this way.

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They dressed more I guess in the Anglo-American style.

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And also, she presented herself as a full-blooded Sioux;

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she very seldom spoke of her father,

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and in some of her writing she, you know, she does talk about having a non-Indian father,

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but she really depicts herself as a full blooded Sioux.

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And I think this kind of suggests this conflicted, this conflicted identity, also.

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And I think while she was at Carlisle, she actually got to give a speech in front of President McKinley.

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Pretty amazing.

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And also at about this time around 1900, 1901,

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she began to write, not just for herself or for her friends,

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but she began to write for publication.

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And she published in The Atlantic Monthly several articles and she was even reviewed in Harper's Bazarre.

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And I kind of-- I wasn't sure whether or not I should do this,

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actually read to you from some of her prose,

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but because she is perhaps most distinguished as a writer,

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I would feel like I was letting you down if I didn't read at least a little bit.

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And then we can maybe pick up on some of those themes that I mentioned to you earlier.

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So anyways, this is from from an essay entitled "Impressions of an Indian Childhood."

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She's always going back, trying to remember what it was like to be a child on the Yankton Reservation.

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This chapter is called, or this section is called, "My mother".

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{SPEAKER name="Francis Flavin"}
[[Reading from book: "Impressions of an Indian Childhood]]

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"A wigwam of weather stained canvas stood at the base of some irregularly ascending hills.

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A footpath wound its way gently down the sloping land 'til it reached the broad river bottom,

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creeping through the long swamp grasses that bent over it on either side.
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It came out on the edge of the Missouri.

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Here, morning, noon and evening my mother came to draw water

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from the muddy stream for our household use.

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Always, when my mother started for the river,

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I stopped my play to run along with her.

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She was only of medium height.

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Often she was sad and silent, at which times her full, arched lips were compressed into hard and bitter lines,

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and shadows fell under her black eyes.

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Then, I clung to her hand and begged to know what made the tears fall.

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'Hush. My little daughter must never talk about my tears.'

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In smiling through them she patted my head and said, 'Now, let me see how fast you can run today.'

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Whereupon I tore away at my highest possible speed with my long black hair blowing in the breeze.

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I was a wild little girl of 7 - loosely clad in a slip of brown buckskin.

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Light footed with a pair of soft moccasins on my feet.

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I was as free as the wind that blew my hair and no less spirited than a bounding deer.

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These were my mother's pride. My wild freedom and my overflowing spirits.

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She taught me no fear, say that of intruding myself upon others.

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Having gone many paces ahead I stopped, panting for breath,

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and laughing with glee at--as my mother watched my every movement.

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I was not wholly conscious of myself, but I was more keenly alive with the fire within.

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It was as if I were the activity and my hands and feet were only experiments for my spirit to work upon.

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Returning from the river I tugged beside my mother with my hand upon the bucket I believed I was carrying.

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One time, on such a return, I remember a bit of conversation that we had.

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My grownup cousin, Sunflower, who was then 17, always went to the river alone for water for her mother.

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Their wigwams were not far from ours and I saw her daily going to and from the river.

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I admired my cousin greatly, so I said, 'Mother, when I'm as tall as my cousin Sunflower,

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I will not have to -- you will not have to come for water. I will do it for you.'

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With a strange tremor in her voice which I could not understand, she answered,

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'If the pale face does not take away from us the river that we drink.'

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'Mother, who is this bad pale face?' I asked.

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'My little daughter he is a sham - a sickly sham. The bronze Dakota is the only real man.'"

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I find that very interesting. She has this longing to go back to an idyllic childhood.

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After she, after she begins to publish,

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she ends up in Boston at the New England Music Conservatory where she studied music

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and she really enjoyed her Boston experience.

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And there she meets-- she meets another, highly educated Indian man whose name was Carlos Montezuma.

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And Carlos Montezuma was from the southwest. He was Yavapai Indian. And they became engaged.

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However, this engagement didn't last too long.

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And one of the reasons that they called it off was that Carlos Montezuma,

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like I said he was an Indian, but he, he very much wanted for the Indians to assimilate,

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to become mainstreamed with the rest of America.

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Whereas Zitkala-Sa felt some trepidation towards that,

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and she wanted to preserve some element of Indian culture.

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And this is a theme that she'll address later in her life because she goes back to Yankton Reservation,

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spends some time there, and she finds a man whose name is Raymond Bonnin.

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B-0-N-N-I-N. And he-- they get married.

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He get's a job as a government clerk working on Uintah Indian Reservation in Utah. This is a huge reservation.

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I mean it's not as big as Navajo, but it's a huge reservation.

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She then moves out there - working amongst Indian people.

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She's a teacher. She teaches them music and she also writes. She writes a play, she writes an opera.

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But, you know, she's not happy there.

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She feels cut off. She feels disconnected. She longs for some kind of educated and sophisticated companionship

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that she had had when she was back in Boston and in the East.

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Now around this time, a very important American Indian Organization gets founded.

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It's 1911 and it's called, "The Society of American Indians." The S.A.I. - Society of American Indians.

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And this is a group of Indians from all different tribes. It's a pan-Indian organization.

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These Indians mostly are very well educated, and they decide to come together to try to use their education

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to try to advocate for Indian interests. And Zitkala-Sa joined this society.

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About 220, 230 people in there, when was in there. Maybe about 30 percent of them were women.

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But Zitkala-Sa really strives and develops herself and before long she's on their advisory board,

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and then she becomes Secretary of the organization. And when she becomes Secretary,

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it necessitates a move to Washington, D.C.

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So she and her husband come to Washington, D.C.

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and really begin to engage a lot of these issues.

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And there's, there's a term that's kind of used

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in a lots of different places when you look at American Indian history,

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and it's called "The Indian Problem".

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Do any of you know what "The Indian Problem" is?

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How do we solve The Indian Problem? Somebody might say, "what does that mean?"


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